September 9th 2015. It was a night like any other. 3 am, the time I would get up to feed my 3-month old daughter. It was my favorite time of the day. As usual, while I fed her I would start long conversations about life and purpose, though one-sided. But, this time, it was different. Something felt different. I looked at my daughter and asked, “Are You Proud of Daddy?” Of course, this 3-month old couldn’t respond. But, the silence that came after was enough, and I knew in my heart what the answer was.
No. And that was the truth.
Yes, I had the big house, the nice car, and the big executive job. But, as they say, materialism and money isn’t happiness, and I wasn’t happy. I was broken. And even after leaving my high paying position of 10 years and started InMark Media, something still wasn’t right.